No longer

I still can’t watch anything with a grandparent in it. Any familial scenes of a grandparent’s love or passing.

I still can’t read anything about a grandparent.

When will I be able to again, without falling apart? I can no longer watch even happy family scenes without the now-familiar ache in my chest.

I’m such a wreck after I do, and stifling sobs have become something I’m getting better at.

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