I still can’t watch anything with a grandparent in it. Any familial scenes of a grandparent’s love or passing.
I still can’t read anything about a grandparent.
When will I be able to again, without falling apart? I can no longer watch even happy family scenes without the now-familiar ache in my chest.
I’m such a wreck after I do, and stifling sobs have become something I’m getting better at.