Standstill

It’s like (b)rain freeze. You can’t breathe

too hard it’ll hurt from the inside out.

Hyper awareness, constant make up, paralyzing self doubt.

do what you have to


And what is that, exactly?

I keep reminding myself, love plus fear

equals anger.

I am trying 

to do right by you,

by me

But it has become too easy

like clockwork to sit in silence 

and crumble…

And the worst part? 
Knowing

I asked for this.

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