It’s like (b)rain freeze. You can’t breathe
too hard it’ll hurt from the inside out.
Hyper awareness, constant make up, paralyzing self doubt.
do what you have to
And what is that, exactly?
I keep reminding myself, love plus fear
I am trying
to do right by you,
But it has become too easy
like clockwork to sit in silence
And the worst part?
I asked for this.